There's a time for everything. Even when you don't want a thing, it has its time. There's really nothing you can do about it. Just sit back and relax and let yourself be comforted with the knowledge that God is ultimately in control. Whatever it is, it will be for your good because God IS good and His love endures forever. Even if it doesn't seem a good thing I believe that God will work all things together for good.
Man, that just seems to really bug me sometimes. That's because I really want to be in control. I'm human. And besides, I know I'm always right. Well, at least I think I'm sometimes right. At least when it comes to what is good for me, for my family - I'm pretty sure I'm right.
Am I? Hmmmm.....
I didn't think a lot of things were right, but apparantly they weren't as bad as I predicted. If I were to base my predicitons of the future on what has happened in the past, there isn't anything that has happened to me that didn't work out well in some way. Even the really stupid choices I've made and some of the really bad things I've done... well, God has used them for good in my life. Even the choices that were made for me turned out to be blessings in my life.
So what is there to worry about? Nothing really. I can trust God. He's bigger than He appears in my mind. So big, I can't even fathom how big His kind of big is!
I guess I'll have to have a little bit of faith... how much? About as much as say, oh I don't know... a little mustard seed?