Well, it's just about three months since I've been able to motivate myself to write. It's been so difficult to find the time to stop and reflect on what's happening in my life. That's because there is so much happening in my life. So much that I'm finding I can't breath, I can't stop to think and I can't remember anything.
Why is it that when I try to make changes to improve my life, remove stress and restructure my schedule - it becomes stressful and seems to backfire on me. I actually seem busier than before the changes.
I've done a lot of soul searching this year and know that changes had to be made. Did I make the right changes? Time will tell. In the meantime, there's so much happening in my life with health issues and family health issues, I wonder if the changes came at a bad time.
Well, one can only wonder. How do you know when to make changes? How much change can you take when there are other things going on that you have no control over?
Good questions. I don't know the answer.
Hopefully, I'll figure it out eventually.