Have you ever felt that something had its clutches in you and you couldn't break free? Has it ever felt that it was raining on you, all the time and not on anyone else?
Rain, Rain go away, come again another day... no, wait a cotton pickin minute - what am I saying, don't come back - ever!
That's what I've felt like with various health issues lately. I got over the flu only to come down with a terrible cold just a week later! So now here I am in bed, stuffy, yucky nose stuff and a scratchy sore throat, no energy, trying to keep going in spite of it all.
I think it might have something to do with working six days a week since September.
Well, it's time to get serious about my health, my weight and my work habits. I'm not sure how I'll manage it but I know I can't do it on my own. I'm going to have to ask Jesus to help me with this one.
But I have such a hard time doing that, it's just not funny. I've grown accustomed to having my own way about things. I struggle with God's will for my daily life. Not the big stuff, just the everyday little stuff. But I know that God wants to use me in a much more effective way, I just cannot seem to get how to do that.
So I'm going to have to ask Him to do this stuff for me. If I can trust Him with the big stuff I can trust him with the little every day things.
Help me Jesus!